how great is your unchanging love

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

♥ 10:26 PM

k i'm sorry i'm tired i'm sorry i was a bitch,
i'm sorry for even being alive.
just put the blame on me i give up

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

♥ 11:05 PM

don't let me go, don't let me go.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

♥ 10:52 AM

Love you so very much <3

don't change don't go don't forget

Saturday, June 20, 2009

♥ 10:46 AM

Get ready, get set, don't go/

I can't make you stay, but you won't let me go.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

♥ 8:51 PM

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

I give up, I give up, I don't want to fight anymore, you can fly away, I'll miss you like crazy, but just fly away. I don't want to torment myself anymore, I don't want to make things difficult for you either, so just fly away. I miss you so much, but you can fly away.
I don't want to make myself umbraged.
Maybe it's me, maybe it's you, but we've lost it already anyway. It doesn't make sense anyway, cause I don't think you want me anymore, and I'm too tired of holding on.

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

I'll miss you and love you, always.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

♥ 9:17 PM

'cause when you've lost it all, you don't even feel pain.

come back to me, come back to me.

Conflicting emotions, conflict within oneself. 'Cause I've no idea what to do with you running in and out, please don't go, but please don't come. I don't know how to express it, I miss you, but I don't wanna talk to you, I love you, but I hate you. It goes round and round, and how am I supposed to make sense of anything,

what do i do with you.;

Thursday, June 04, 2009

♥ 7:46 PM

That's what you get when you let your heart win,

Oh I'm glad I had an awesome time at RMUN today! Hahaha late start (for me, literally) but things picked up and yayeee, Pris is happy! (:

It was crazy, and I must say, I didn't fall asleep, no matter what you guys think! I really didn't! But my efforts to watch Step Up were constantly thwarted by the directors walking around. Epic failures to throw note paper = HAHAHAHAHA. I really can't wait for more tomorrow, can't wait for what we'll see, what with dinner and dance and what not. RMUN ftw! <3

Somehow I get the feeling I've already lost you and I won't be able to get you back.

edit: ew i don't want you anymore you suck like shit and you are so gross don't talk to me.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

♥ 8:06 PM

I dreamt, and thought, trying to make head and tail out of this big mess.

I guess maybe RMUN wasn't as stressful as I thought, but I guess I do want to do better than I did last year. If only I were more involved in the issue, hahaha. But I must say I do want to forge strong friendships as I did last year. Ah, developing a concerted response to maritime piracy, I'm really impressed by some of the delegates! Woah, thank God for the jokes thrown around, or I might just fall asleep. I want to do well this yearrrrr! Today was just the starting and I can't wait for how everything will turn out tomorrow and on D&D day! I love the fact that Deborah's around :)

I'm really looking forward to everything, I guess :)

It's this huge mess I'm trying to run out of, but you're not making it easy. Everywhere I go, I turn around and see a print you've made. I can't run from you. We tried pulling it back, but I think you just don't want to. I want to, but you don't give me a chance. You've got a new group, but I don't, and you don't want me anymore.

Monday, June 01, 2009

♥ 10:53 PM

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