Thursday, February 28, 2008
♥ 8:27 PM
What the hell.
Trailblazer doesn't allow me to sign in!
AHPOHPIFHIHSGFSIYHFLCKAJD.
What the hell.
What do you expect me to do,
if you don't even allow me to sign in!
And we have to do everything by my birthday!
This is so stupid.
I am stupid.
WHY.
I keep doing the stupidest things,
and I have absolutely no sense of organization,
I can't even plan my time properly,
look what has happened!
AHHHHHHADPOHFA>
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
♥ 9:42 PM
Ahhhh,
how are we to go to the website when we can't even remember it?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Everyone forgot,
and I did toooooo!
Omg, how!
Later no more seats in paliarment for us, lol.
I guess I am in a better mood,
because of the fact that I had a short nap just now (:
Like a one hour nap, heh.
Prefects' Installation was a success, I guess.
But it was really tiringggggg.
The school Valerie and I took was CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent.
They're quite nice (:
HEH :D
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
♥ 9:47 PM
do i have to scream,
for you to hear me.
do i have to bleed for you to see me.
cause i dream you're not listening to me.
he is listening to me,
I don't have to scream,
I don't have to bleed.
Tomorrow is Prefect's Installation,
I hope I don't make a hullaboo out of everything,
make myself embarrassed and do the PB some great injustice!
Aww D:
These few days I guess I don't have the usual infinite control I usually exercise,
and I got angry over something small.
Su-May commented today that I hide how I feel,
and act cheerful all the time.
Is that true,
I don't know.
Monday, February 25, 2008
♥ 7:30 PM
I never thought that I would get this type of grades.
I guess I always took many things for granted,
and my grades are one of them.
I don't know what to say.
It's no use to cry now,
everything that could be said,
everything that could be done,
everything that should have been said,
everything that should have been done,
I missed that chance.
And I would never cry anymore.
I said that before.
Let's face the music.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
♥ 8:22 AM
Only one thing's constant. "Ten years from now, " I say, "I'd like to be Kate's sister."This book is too touching for words,
when I finished on the bus yesterday,
I nearly broke out in tears.
How can Anna die after she makes such an effort for her sister?!
This book is a really good book,
with poignant memories lining the pages,
and the reality of pain the characters are going through.
I truly applaud Anna for being so brave.
And then I feel it, as her heart stops beating beneath my palm-that tiny loss of rhythm, that hollow calm, that utter loss.Right there, I truly felt Sara's pain (the mother).
She was on the verge of losing one child,
when the child she could always depend on, died.
No one expected Anna to be the first to go,
it was always Kate.
A book worth picking up,
and definitely a book worth having. (hinthint)
Saturday, February 23, 2008
♥ 9:54 AM
Double posting,
in one hour (:
You know what,
I think I may have failed Maths.
I feel really bad about this,
cause I'm supposedly in AMP,
and my Maths is supposed to be wow!
I feel really sorry towards Mr Lim too,
he's so nice,
and if I fail,
this is how I repay his kindness towards me?!
Maybe I should just drop AMP,
drop down to one of the normal classes,
and just be one of the normal, typical types,
taking everyday tests,
never worrying about what lies aheaddddddddddd.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(
Why am I so worried!
Keep the sunrise,
I'll collect it later.
♥ 9:29 AM
it's not about me,
it's gotta be about youuuu.
I've been thinking, lately,
about the things that have been happening.
Things that made me face realityyyyy,
the cold hard truth,
that I do not need.
I don't need the sun to come up for me,
I'll make my own sunrise,
I'll make sure that everything comes out right.
Everyday is such a routine already,
with people fighting for the things they want,
be it silently or loudly, they fight with all their heart.
If this goes on,
everything being a routine,
don't you think we will become automatons,
doing the same things everyday,
without even being able to think for ourselves?
Yesterday had sectionals.
Was quite fun, just moved around the classrooms.
When I think back to the times Pat and I had together,
like in between the parts when we're drifting off to dreamland,
I can still laugh.
Hahaha, the laugh isn't forced,
but it comes naturally and unlike some others.
I will not forget that you said you will always bring me through.
Everyday is going to be better than the previous.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
♥ 9:18 PM
Omg I love SMOSH's Pokemon video!
It is just the best-est! :D
Hahahhahah (:
Today everything just came flooding back,
with the bad cramps,
bad headaches,
bad sorethroats,
bad days.
I felt so shitty,
it was just so, wow,
and there in my face.
During band, a feeling of nostalgy came upon me.
I mean, what's up with that.
I guess everything is affecting me in the negative sense,
and I seem to be getting sad over things that I can't really control anymore.
I would like to be in control,
but I can't seem to be able to do it.
Hahha, that's God's jobbbbb!
And you lead me through,
cause you always do.
I will not forget that you always said you would bring me through,
to who I wanna be,
about youuuuuu.
Every part about me about youuuuu (:
♥ 7:24 PM
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry.
I guess God's grace is overwhelminggggggg.
His grace is enough to get me by.
Even though I may not always be regular with my devotion,
I still feel God's love for me in whatever I do,
even when I poop ;D
It's gonna be band everyday for us,
now that CTs are over.
That's going to be tiring :(
Today ChaChaCha was quite funny,
just that I was very tired for almost the whole thing,
so I couldn't really enjoy myself.
Ahh, I probably made it not so enjoyable for Janelle too.
SORRY JANELLE! :(
I guess today wasn't such a good day,
I had to tell a lot of people of what was happening,
it sort of haunts me wherever I go,
I can't get rid of it,
I can't get rid of it.
It's boring into my head,
and I can't escape it.
It shoots in,
and won't get out.
It makes me feel horrible and especially down.
If only everything could go back to how they used to be,
with everything back in it's normal position,
with my happy and loving family,
everything would be fine.
I would never need to worry about such problems,
I would never ever thought about such things,
I would never even agonize about such things.
I'm telling you,
it has to end soon.
God will bring me through,
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Synapse is coming, Prefect Installation too.
I don't think I'm ready for anything.
Change is something I may seemingly like,
but underneath is a facade that even I am trying to believe.
Overwhelming, beautiful, awe-inspiring, magnificent,
is God's grace.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
♥ 8:19 PM
Yay, my birthday is coming!
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!
Isn't this good news?!
Yay, my birthday is coming!
Hahah, well the happiness has been increased with the fact that all the CTs are over!
Although not all the papers were good,
I believe I did my best (not entirely true),
but I will pull through with God's help.
Whatever dilemmas we may face,
God will always be there to take away the umbrage.
And make us euphoric in His joy and grace (:
God has brought us through so many ups and downs,
what more this small things?
Hahaha, we should never underestimate God!
With Prefects' Installation coming up,
Band Overseas Trip, Band Emmanuel, return of CTs,
I am anxious and worried.
Ahh, I don't really know if this is the right feeling or whether I am going to make the right choice,
but hopefully,
God will light my path and show me what I have to do.
1st March is coming so soooon ;D
Monday, February 18, 2008
♥ 5:41 PM
i believe in God,
believe in God :D
not ashamed to talk about it!
I'm not the same that I used to be :D
ZOEgirl cheers up my day! (:
YAY THANK YOU JANELLE OMG I FORGOT TO PASS TO YOU!
AHHHHHHHH!
Forgetful me, nevermind, pass to her tomorrow! (:
Common tests these few days have been disconcerting,
and taking me away from time spent with God.
As Pastor was preaching yesterday (although I didn't really pay attention, heh)
I managed to catch a few points.
God has always been there for us,
and waiting for us to go back to Him.
I mean, how wonderful is this!
Someone who waits for us all the time!
I am going to spend more time with Him this year, I MUST.
Have a little faith to see, it'll go a long long way.
Let's trust God that He will bring us through the CTs!
YAY FAITH!
ONE DAY ONE DAY, ALL THESE WORDS WILL MAKE THE MUSIC,
ONE DAY ONE DAY, ALL THESE DREAMS WILL COME THROUGH.
ONE DAY ONE DAY, WE'LL TRADE ANSWERS FROM CONFUSION,
ONE DAY ONE DAY, OH LORD I WILL BE WITH YOU ;D
Thursday, February 14, 2008
♥ 3:27 PM
Hello (:
Happy V Day!
Sorry to all the people I didn't give presents to!
I love you still :D
My geography paper was okay, I guess,
I hope I didn't do too badly.
But I puked all my chicken essence after I was done with the paper,
I felt so uncomfortable!
Then afterwards got Literature paper.
Which sucked.
Omg why was it so hard.
ARHajLAPOJAF/
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
♥ 9:51 PM
Hello :D
miss me miss me?
I didn't blog for so longggggggg,
I bet you did! (:
Aww, it's alright, I missed you too! (:
I'll be washing dishes for the Chinese New Year lunch tomorrow,
how exciting!
Omg, my new facourite word is- HIHI!
Is it even a word?
OMGOMGOMG, ISADOR IS MY NEW HIHI BUDDY!
YAYYYY!
SO FUN SO FUN SO FUN!
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI (:
