how great is your unchanging love

Thursday, August 28, 2008

♥ 8:48 PM

Whirled Peas, anyone?
We didn't mean to make it like this,
we didn't mean to hurt you,
we just didn't want a repeat of last year's episode.
Show me what I can do.
I'm just tired,

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

♥ 8:51 PM

The colours of change moving through our lives,

touching us, mocking us.

Don't you think I'll ever get tired of all this gibberish you're feeding into me?

Don't you think I'll even reciprocate these feelings you're giving me?

Don't you think I'll actually shed a tear over the onslaught of time?

No thanks.

It's all about you, you, you.

We'll make it about you.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

♥ 9:02 PM

'cause I can't stand it anymore;
I'm giving it up slowly.

I'm just so tired, I doubt I can even continue on.

I wish I could finish the race properly,

but that just seems so bleak now,

and I truly doubt I can do it without a miracle.

I'm leaving it all behind.

Thanks for the talk today, Clara.

Monday, August 25, 2008

♥ 6:13 PM

Nastia Liukin ftwftwftw! <3
Shawn Johnson pwnpwnpwn! <3

Saturday, August 23, 2008

♥ 7:58 PM

Results- heartbreak, heartache.
Results- euphoria, elation.

Watching the Olympics,

there are people riding on the wave of euphoria,

or people having their heart broken at missing out on the chance of a medal.

Believe it or not, our classroom has these interesting mix of emotions too.

Rollercoaster rideeeee on Friday,

what with my piano exam and retrieval of resultssssss.

Oh man, what's gonna happen?

Oh man oh man oh mannn

We'll twinkle your fairy/

Thursday, August 21, 2008

♥ 5:20 PM

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still she'd a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you,
I miss you.

Piano exam tomorrow, wrecked nerves.
We need to see, look.
Everywhere I go, it's you here and there and everywhere.
Up, down, left, right.
Thank You God for your miraculous works.
Unfurl the mysteries infront of me,
Jesus open my eyes to the work of your hand.

Monday, August 18, 2008

♥ 10:06 PM

ZONGQI I LOVE YOU TOO ت

Thanks for being such good cheeeeeeer (:
It's the way our hands move to the rhythm of the music,
the way our fingers travel deftly over each key,
bringing out the music in each one of us,
our hearts pulsating in sync with the art.

♥ 6:23 PM

Just so the record's clear,
you started it, not me.
And oh so, by the way, you were the one who was cold.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

♥ 9:02 AM

I don't know what's happening,
everything's turning out all wrong.
This could just prove my irritating worth,
I don't know what's going on.
True: real; genuine; authentic
Friend: a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
Maybe I should have never trusted you.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

♥ 9:50 PM

The Time Traveler's Wife.

This book is good, I must say.Perfect depiction of pain, longing, and loss.
Picture young Clare, and middle-aged Henry-
Henry timetravels to and fro, when under duress or stress.
Clare always gets left behind, not knowing when he's going to appear next, or where's he going.
Her pain seems so real, tear stains formed on the book.
Clare and Henry spring to life, and I feel a part of their life,
heart wrenches, unsteady smiles for the next person.
I cried at the last part of the book okay,
it was just that sad.
To come this far, to see death?
I love this book!
And would definitely recommend it :)
I WANT THIS BOOK.

Monday, August 11, 2008

♥ 9:50 PM

What in the world am I doing here?
Okay cliche much.
I enjoyed myself with the China people, seriously (:
Xiao Tian was great, and I'll miss her!
My parents liked her a lot :D
Thanks for the memories,
we'll go shopping yesss!
My only regret was that I was being held back by the usual symptoms of headache,
and whatsuch. Horrid duuuuh.
Whatsuch consists of really bad headaches, nausea, and that irritating swollen eye >:(
Time lost over head aches, lack of sleep HAHAHA
Ironyyyyyy.
Sable darkness closing in,
do I sink or swim.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

♥ 8:52 PM

If That's Okay With You,

Oh babeee, I'm gonna make you feel like you were heaven on earth.

Haha snippets of a rather retarded song :D

OMG I met my China buddy today,

HAHAH XIAO TIAN!!! :D

I have a feeling this is going to be the beginning of a beautiful friendship!

(we'll ignore the communication breakdowns)

I have this sinking feeling that I screwed up my Chinese compo,

how wasted :/

I can't wait to get to know Xiao Tian more, HAHAHA.

You two-faced lying bitch,

you're so irritating I can't stand to be in the same room as you.

I'm gonna treasure the times I have,

and wipe you clear.

Don't even bother talking to me,

you're not worth my time.

Poseur.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

♥ 8:14 PM

I know I'm at the end of my eternity.

I close my eyes and beg for peace.

Jersey just got colder, and I'll have you know I'm scared to death.

Heehee, I'm still reading Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult,

and I think it's so moving.

HAHA which reminds me!

OMG ESTHER WYESYN YINGJIA 2ND PLACE FOR THE SMS COMPETITION!

OMG FAINT AND KUDOS :D

What Sarah Said, just before she died.

Live, and let live.

She never gave up the whole way,

fighting bravely and a stupid relapse had to come.

Cancer has taken so many away this year, hasn't it?

The time has come, or Satan's cruelty at work?

A little of both, weird isn't it.

HEHEE CHINA FRIEND COMING TMRRRR :D

I don't want to talk to you anymore,

I gave you the chance, but you didn't take it.

Monday, August 04, 2008

♥ 8:26 PM

If you were drifting with a thousand other people,
could you really still say you were lost?
李美丽，别伤心！你的华文成绩一定会进步！
我相信你一定会进步！
我们一起努力吧！
想我们的姐妹，哈哈，她们明天就来了！(:
Say what you must,
cause I'm resting my piece, [edit: PEACE, thanks Philip :) ]
you didn't want to listen to what I wanted to say,
you just heard what I said.
you just made me seem like the bad guy the whole way.
It was almost as if I would never trust you again,
because of what you did, said.
Just so you know,
I've given up.
You've taken the fight out of me,
so just leave me alone now.
We're all lost.
I can't play the piano, the violin, and the saxophone.
Everything is out of my hands already.
I'm just gone beyond repair.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

♥ 9:30 AM

Is revenge the best defense?
The naivety of a young child,
the innocence, the view from their eyes.
It all makes a difference.
Finished Perfect Match, by Jodi Picoult.
Intensifyingly painful-
the love a mother had for child, till she was lost to the point of insanity.
I regret many things I've done,
but if given the choice to do it again,
I would still do it the same.
I am such a loser omg :(

Friday, August 01, 2008

♥ 9:14 PM

Spring Vogue it is (:

Everything seems to be falling into this mundane cycle,

"Why can't you do this?",

"Why can't you do that?".

Well, it's rather simple, really.

We don't have time,

if you gave me an extra 24 hours,

or slightly more, I would sayyyyy,

Thank You, but maybe it still isn't enough.

Work is piling up up up,

and social life is going down down down.

22 August, wow, exciting day!

Hehe, so many things going on,

like, piano exam, and the dreaded visit to drain my stomach :/

If you kept your trap shut, and left me alone,

maybe it would be best.

I've had enough of your hypocrisy,

and I absolutely hate your fake front,

'cause I know it's for show,

for you to bootlick.

Find your own personality, and show me your worth.