Tuesday, October 28, 2008
♥ 8:49 PM
I miss you, I miss your smile, and I still shed a tear every once in a while.I'M IN CHINA, BABE :D
I miss everyone! Lovelovelove!
I MISS MY FAMILYYYY OH SO BADLY
but I'm still having fun, and loving every minute of it.CLARA I MISS YOU TOO, I WILL BUY LOTS OF PRESENTS :D I love love love you <3We will sing sing sing to High School Musical 3, kiss, hug, hug, kiss, and make love till the sun comes upppppppp!Sylvia, omggggg, I know how badly you miss me ;)I'm not clingy or anything please!Yeah, omg I'm lovesick for youuuuuuuu :DMaybe a replacement will come along!
AND DON'T CALL ME WIFEY
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
♥ 9:31 PM
I abhor the changes we will all be going through.
But as much as I dreaded posting this entry, I will miss everyone. Some more than others, but all will still be missed.
Monday, October 20, 2008
♥ 8:56 PM
Look into my eyes, and you'll know
the heart never lies.
Interclass Softball games todayyyyyy.
Tiring yesssss, but I stayed back to watch Sara Jane try out for volleyball.
Woah-ahhh, not bad ehhhhh ;)
I'm trying to spend as much time as I can with everyone nowwww,
we have so little time left together :(
OMG SAME BLOGSKIN SHABBNA!!!
Why did I apply to be a prefect? Why do I want to be a prefect? Why do I deserve to be a Sec3 prefect? Why didn't I think of all these implications and complications?
Sunday, October 19, 2008
♥ 9:36 AM
My parents dug up their old ABBA cd, not bad,
I'd sayyyy (:
I went to Sara's church yesterday, it was frigging hilarious!
The day was fun :D
For two main reasons:
1) Sara's sister, Claire, is so cute :D Her family is very friendly!
2) Crazy animals.
Need I say more? HAHAHAHAH :D
It's such a pity school's ending so soon ):
The countdown- 4 days. 4 short days, I'll definitely miss everyone, especially if we don't go to the same class.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE!We've been in the same class for 2 years, and in the same cell for about 4, 5(?)years. You've always been a dear friend, and have never turned away from listening to my woes and sorrows. We bitched together about ____, and you've been there for me when my family was facing a rough patch. Now that you're finally 14, I wish that God will bless you richly, and that you will have a many great days and happiness ahead of youuuuuu! (: I love you dear, and have always done so. I'll always have etched in my memory the psychedelic colours you brought into my life.
Love, love, love you! <3
Saturday, October 18, 2008
♥ 2:36 PM
I should have known, I should have listened.
I missed my chance with you, I gave it up for temporary things.
Esther You'll always be my dear friend, that is constantly there with a listening ear, never too busy to listen to my sob stories or woes. You're like a flower by the passage way in my life, you bring colour and splash into my life! Your laugh, your smile, it'll be imprinted in my head.
I know this isn't much of a dedication, but I would just like you to know-
You've left your mark behind in my life, and your wittiness has definitely made an impact in my life. Your strength and resilience, your ability to bounce back after setbacks have inspired me :D
I'll do a by and by dedication for all my friends!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
♥ 8:43 PM
I'll get over it, I always do anyway.
End of school coming so soon,
the nostalgia just comes flooding in,
and makes me feel like shit.
Monday, October 13, 2008
♥ 9:15 PM
What about now, what about today.
I never thought about tomorrow, or about how little time we have left.
Before it's too late, what about now.
Now that we're here, now that we've come this far.
Here and now, sense of nostalgia maybe.
We'll be parting soon, so what if the time now is full of fun?
Unforgettable, but still coming to an end.
It's like deja vu all over again.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
♥ 9:06 PM
I don't need a man,
I need God.It's so crystal clear now, Lord,
I entrust everything to you.
Choice of church, subject combination, friends.
It's all yours, God.
When I look at that picture,
I'll be reminded of the times we had (:
Saturday, October 11, 2008
♥ 10:24 PM
Do you hear me, Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Vivo-ed todayyyy, with Clara! <3
(then Bugis-ed)
Enjoyable fantastic awesomeee :D
I tried my best to get tan, may have failed, but whatever,
the sun was strong and I nearly died under the heat-
that will have to suffice alright!
The bus ride was hilarious, and I love love love your phonecam :D
I wonder why you have changed, why you said the things you uttered.
The jarring words cut right through to my heart.
You've definitely changed, and it's hard to find the you that I once liked so much.
Pieces of the old you surface from time to time,
and then, I don't think regret wasting all that time.
You changed for your friends, what about those you left behind?
We're all waiting for glimpses of who we once knew.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
♥ 10:11 PM
Are you there, will you be there.
Received Lit, Geog, Hist and Chinese papers and marks today.
Mixed feelings, really :/
When I think of you, I find everything so hilarious,
I just want to squat down and laugh.
When I see those people, I think I might just pee in my pants!
I want to snort and guffawwwwwwwwww!
ANYWAY CLARA, I WILL NOT BE GOING TO CHINA TO KILL MYSELF
I CAN PROTECT MYSELF!
I BUY MILK BACK FOR YOU HAHAHAHAHHA :D
I KNOW TAEKWONDO!
GOD TAUGHT IT TO ME IN MY DREAMS!
I'LL BE BACK, BABYYYYY!
Please send me offf, anyoneeeee! :)
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
♥ 8:19 PM
When I'm with you, I'll make every second count, cause I miss you.We're all growing up already, I realised my mistake,
I'm going to change my ways and grow up,
leaving my childish and immature ways behind me.
When what's said has been said and what's done has been done-
the choice is obviously waiting to be made by you.
I've let you know how I feel about everything.
I'm growing up.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
♥ 8:44 PM
I'm so sorry, I know I did something wrong, I am so sorry. I didn't want things to turn out like this. I admitted because I was guilty, and I didn't want to hide anything from you. I know I was stupid to do such a thing, and I really am very sorry. I know it was silly and foolish of me to let such a thing get in the way of me supporting you, and I really wish I could turn back time and redo what I did. I didn't mean to hurt you intentionally, and I'm really sorry. I know you are tired of me apologising incessantly, but I really do not wish to lose you as a friend, and I really am feeling sorry. I probably won't be able to sleep the whole of tonight, and I'm really apologetic. Please let me make it up to you. I'm so sorry. I'm the stupidest and horriblest person on earth, I know that.
♥ 4:38 PM
Eventful time out today :}
Met dear dear Charyl, sweet Laisum and how could I forgetttt - Yvonne!
Plenty of fun and heart to heart chats about fats.
WOW THAT RHYMES :D
This post is to Charyl!
I love you dear, and you'll always be my best friend that I'll remember from Primary School.
No worries about changing or whatsoever,
we'll ride it out through whatever storms in life that may come hurled our way (:
I know you're gonna buy me a nice nice nice bag, and I'll love you even more for that!
I'll be waiting for the bag! (:
Other than that, I must say that I want a new bag.
Quite desperately, I hasten to add.
I have a new favourite colour - turqoiseeeee, babe.
It's turqoise, babe. ♥
Monday, October 06, 2008
♥ 12:57 PM
I hate feeling this way.
I hate feeling this way.
I hate having to force you to do something that you may not necessarily enjoy for me,
I hate how things turned out.
I hate it that you no longer spend time with me.
I hate how you dote on her more than me.
I hate feeling like I'm looking in from the outside all the time.
I hate how you expect me to adapt to what you want.
I hate it that I feel bad when I don't meet your expectations.
I hate it that you never have time for us anymore.
I hate you being optimistic.
I hate you for ever changing.
I hate the feeling of leaving.
I hate how everything just doesn't go the way it's supposed to.
I hate it that you made me cry.
You may paint a picture of happiness, but what's it to me, or even you?
It's nothing, it's bullshit, it's crap,
cause we all know it won't come true.
I hate feeling this way.
♥ 8:42 AM
Desolation in the truest sense.
Indescriable, inexplicable-
it just happened.
Is it possible to just turn back time like this,
I don't think so.
I'm sorry for what I did, but sometimes being sorry doesn't change anything.
Innovation Week! = Brilliant! = Stroke of genius!
I'm sorry.
Ain't no party like an S Club partyyyyy!
We wanna show you howwwww.
Friday, October 03, 2008
♥ 8:56 PM
I need you boo.
I gotta see you boo.
And the hearts all over the world tonight <3
The past few days since I've blogged last have been great,
albeit tainted by the headache spells I've been getting.
Everything changes, so what goes around comes around.
Karma, some may even say.
I had my fair share of the pits, and
now is God giving me my heavens?
If so, thankyou God! :)
I'm gonna be changing over to Xanga soon!
My parents dug up their old ABBA cd, not bad, I'd sayyyy (:
I should have known, I should have listened.
What about now, what about today.
I don't need a man,
Eventful time out today :}
I hate feeling this way.
Desolation in the truest sense.
I need you boo.