Saturday, May 30, 2009
♥ 11:19 PM
When did I trade in my ideals for fairytales, and when did I trade in my heroes for ghosts? Why.
Is who I am a reminding ghost to my old self, am I just here to haunt myself into oblivion, cause it would seem so blatant I'm the only one actually plaguing myself this way? I'm scared of who I've become.
'Cause if I did mean anything, I wouldn't be in this position.
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me/
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ 9:09 PM
I don't know where it all went wrong, I have no idea as to what happened, but what lies in its stead is a huge gaping hole that just consumes and swallows me full. It meant so much to me, you meant so much, but to see everything just fall apart into fragments that hardly even exist anymore, I feel split into pieces, and I'm lost. What do I do now? 'Cause in your stead is just this emptiness.
Nothing has even come close to even filling your place.
I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry and i miss you so very much.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
♥ 10:06 PM
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
♥ 8:16 PM
"[But] detachment doesn’t mean you don’t let theexperience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That’s how you are able to leave it."
I'm so stressed i don't even have the energy to be irritated or affected anymore.
hook me up/
Sunday, May 03, 2009
♥ 10:20 AM
It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
