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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
♥ 6:43 PM


I may not know it,
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most,
Just gotta keep going.

"We have to be lost to find ourselves."
Did I lose myself, or did you lose me? We endeavour to hang on to that tiniest thread of what we are, but once we slip up, and lose that resolve, we let go of that thread, and we lose ourselves.

How are we supposed to find ourselves, when we're so messed up? The turbulences crash all around us, but if we keep on going, we miss the intricacies of life, we miss out on the chance to take a whiff of the flowers, we can never retrieve the chance we let escape, we face desolation ultimately. If we lose ourselves on the way to finding ourselves, what can we say?

We often glaze across what we already have, "ah it's no big deal", or "she'll be there haha", insignificance flickering in our eyes, but how often do we contemplate the truth- is she really going to be there the whole way, or is it really no big deal.
I worked so hard, for this inadequacy and return?
How are we supposed to escape this hypocrisy.


"The façade brandished out was a mask of what I wished I could feel, rather than that whirlwind of emotions I was undergoing, the confusing spiral of inadequacy and fear coupled with disappointment I inevitably was going to face if we lost [the match]. "


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