Saturday, April 04, 2009
♥ 10:08 AM
The effective word would be nothing.
When I think back to the times when we were Sec 1, and though everything was so screwed up at home, you could always cheer me up, you inevitably had that way to make me smile. Now when I think of what I've done, I'm honestly sorry, and if there were a way for me to retract my feelings, I would do that. No one could have beat the place you ursuped in my life just then, but you changed it. When the words left my lips, when the thought crossed my mind, undeniable regret came in tow, and that myriad of emotions brought along memories. Things I wish I could forget, but now I know how impossible that is. The fault was always mine. It just comes between, and I haven't been a stranger to that. God knows how many times. Some things just weren't meant to be, and upsetting the balance isn't going to change a thing. Laughter will take the place of what was meant to be, but it won't take away the blame and regret that will be around. Perpetually.
//I miss you so fricking much, but I ___________________ .
edit 951pm - I stand corrected no use no change waste of time it's raging don't bother
Daddy mummy i miss you so much why do you have to go for so long i wish you didn't have to be gone for so long can you please fly home now i miss you so much :(
homecoming
