Wednesday, April 22, 2009
♥ 11:10 AM
cause i said we're to remain positive and optimistic. it's terrifying staying at home and facing your demons by yourself. when there's no one else around, everything just starts closing in on you, your heart beats faster, you glance around furtively, afraid of what's around. i tried so hard, and come so far, but these fears still bring us over the edge, once, twice. you let slip every once in a while, cause you can't help it. how are we supposed to get out of this nightmare, a break to be met with crazy schedules after. is it worth it.
aren't you just afraid of yourself? i am.
