Wednesday, December 10, 2008
♥ 7:57 PM
It's been a long time coming; I'm finally here on my own.
Lies, backstabbing, double entredes- I'm sick and tired of it all. When I look at you, I feel inconsolable grieve. I'm grieving over a friend lost, a friend missing, a friend I really wish to see again. Though you're there, I know the previous you- a you that was unselfish, will never resurface. We can always hope for the best, pray for the better, but the bottomline comes down to it, I'm not going to try anymore. I'm done with it.
Immense pity to those that move around in circles with you. You come to me with your ramblings, your lies. Spare yourself the effort, take a breath, think of what you've done. Your facade has been seen through. I'll never trust you the way I did anymore.
Yes, if I could, I would change what I did, I wouldn't have treated you that way, but the truth remains resolute, unshaking and never wavering. You were the one who did it, the one who pushed me away.
We'll never ever go back.
/edit I just feel like absolute shit, no idea why. Disregard this. It doesn't mean a thing to you. Doesn't involve you, does it.
It's been a long time coming; I'm finally here on my own.