Monday, October 06, 2008
♥ 12:57 PM
I hate feeling this way.
I hate feeling this way.
I hate having to force you to do something that you may not necessarily enjoy for me,
I hate how things turned out.
I hate it that you no longer spend time with me.
I hate how you dote on her more than me.
I hate feeling like I'm looking in from the outside all the time.
I hate how you expect me to adapt to what you want.
I hate it that I feel bad when I don't meet your expectations.
I hate it that you never have time for us anymore.
I hate you being optimistic.
I hate you for ever changing.
I hate the feeling of leaving.
I hate how everything just doesn't go the way it's supposed to.
I hate it that you made me cry.
You may paint a picture of happiness, but what's it to me, or even you?
It's nothing, it's bullshit, it's crap,
cause we all know it won't come true.
I hate feeling this way.
I hate feeling this way.