Thursday, September 04, 2008
♥ 8:37 PM
I wanted to talk more about Supergirl, but decided against it.
Next post, perhaps.
What would it be like to throw caution to the wind, and pretend I didn't see what I saw?
Then it would become meaningless, isn't it.
I never expected you to understand how I feel, afterall, we've become something like estranged longlost friends. I just never expected you to choose her over me, but hey whatever, it's over.
You made your choice, I'll just move on, shouldn't I. What's the use in standing at a corner, foolishly waiting for you to make a first move? I just thought about it, and talked it over with Sylvia the day before.
She's right (for a change, wow not bad Sylvia!), and I would be silly to forsake this friendship, to let it go to waste, but maybe it's time to take a step back,
I won't claim to understand what you're trying to do, because I don't.
You weren't the one that failed, it was me.
Maybe we aren't meant to be close anymore, maybe you don't need to hold that title for me anymore, leave it there for me to live up to, 'cause you have others. You can let others take that place, I won't hold you back.
I won't blame you for it.
I wanted to talk more about Supergirl, but decided against it.