Friday, November 04, 2005
♥ 6:38 PM
i juz feel like crying..for no reason..sometimes i juz feel so stupid..i mean, look at how badly i fared for my papers, excluding maths..i mean, i studied so so so hard..harder then i ever did before..really..why should i lie..i mean, who would lie about such things?i juz feel like crying..everything on the outside juz seems like its going well, with me smiling all the time, copmforting people, telling them its juz an exam...but what about myself?there's no one there to comfort me or say its juz an exam like what i did others...i feel so so stupid...i mean i tried my best..not my fault im bad at synthesis...not ,my fault chinese my worst sub right?take pity on me..i'm juz trying my best to be a good vhp but look whats happening?come on...this kmuz be such a big big joke!~_~im also getting lousier at things leh...im the biggest loser of all time..im not even sure whether i'll be a good vhp..hope i'll do better the nxt time...
